I'm very happy to be home but I feel so bad about all the things my family is going to have to do for me now. I feel totally useless. I need help getting into bed and if someone's asleep then I'll have to wake someone up to get back to bed. But my family is being very helpful and trying to make me feel better. I guess I'll just have to try to stay as strong as they are, but it's not going to be easy.